I JUST LIKE TO WATCH

Official Lyrics

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I want to know who I'm looking at

I want to know who I'm talking to

I used to want to feel like I was necessary

Now I only want to be used

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I want to know what I'm running from

When it's a dead end I'm running to

I used to want to be

What you want from me

Now I only want to consume

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Fake pills, cheap highs

They didn't kill me the first time

Blocked all my sight

They only brought me ali-

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I want to let it take me over

When there's nowhere else to hide

I used to want to feel

Like it was destiny

Now I want to burn it alive

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So I want to fake it til it's over

But I want to feel like it's true

I used to want to look good for you

Now I only want to consume

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Fake pills, cheap highs

They didn't kill me the first time

Blocked all my sight

They only brought me alive

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'Til even through the high

I think I know what you did

And I think I know what you'll do

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I'll feed it too much

Whet your appetite

You'll open wide

A matricide to swallow me up

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I'll vow my love without condition

'Til complicit

Told to thank God that I get what I want

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I'll give you too much

Never satisfied

You'll open wide

Won't hesitate to swallow me up

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And if I'm silent I'm complicit

Bloody handed, like I did it

'Til I choose to decide

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That I think I know what you did

It makes me sick

And I'm gonna tell

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'Cause I think I know what you did

And I will make sure you're next